June Update

So here's what you missed on Glee (on me):

My graduation, on June 11. Correct! I am sooooo happy that I'm now officially graduated from high school. At one mean, no more uniform :). Just to let you know, the preparation... had been started for about a month before. Some stuff... (first clue: peel-off mask) turned up so glad that people noticed what I was doing, haaaah thank you thank you, I reeeally needed that. I tied my tie myself based from YouTube, the only thing I could show off that day. :P For details... will be on the next post! I was just thinking. Back to the day, I wasn't really excited, at first. I was like, "okay so I've been doing anything so fine that today is supposedly to proof. I don't care people, I don't care speeches, I just want to grab a medal, plus some pictures and laughter. Be graduated! I don't do drama, can say it now I've been so fed up, so thank God I will be soon off." At most, the day was cool, I mean all sounded so pretty and well-academic. Not until this "drag queen" came onto the stage and did an opera lipsync. Not to mention any underestimation to transvestites, but this guy was LITERALLY beyond any dreams about how graduation day should have been! God, I shouldn't have paid Rp700.000,00 for a drag queen make-fun-appearance on my graduation day. I no sincere laugh, so sorry. Inappropriate content was just not deserve it. I had thought a royal day! We paid. We wore that well-suited up and stuff. We, or obviously I, were not expecting some of cheapies. That was it. Mood: turned off.

You missed my first re-get-to-know with zodiac. It took a veeery long time for me getting rid of being sure that trusting in zodiac was a sin. What made me couldn't have agreed more was those zodiac section in magazines. They told you to wear green cloth for this month, just in case it would bring some luck. I was sure I wasn't into that, really didn't make sense. But this, is so much different. It was @Amuletsage who first introduced this zodiac tweets to me. As you may be wondering, I'm an Aquarius. I decidedly followed @AboutAquarius just for curiousity, but ended up retweeting literally almost all its tweets everyday! God I reeally love this! Couldn't say dissagree! For instance, it explains Aquarians and all their stuff like nature, personality, emotion, and behavior. o_O The question is, how could I feel soo described by these super-anonymous tweets? Feels so universe! For that I'm now searching for scientific facts behind zodiac. There must be some. One thing that I learned from these tweets about Aquarians is that... we're, Aquarius people, are not into any kinds of judgement, especially being judged. Me, couldn't agree more. So if you now keep on saying that you don't believe in zodiac, well it's totally fine. But if you're a homophobic and don't believe in zodiac, I hope someone will come and tell you, "Sir, since you're not into zodiacs, you must be certainly agree that it's not only Aquarians who can live without judging."

You missed my submission to one of the NGOs in Jakarta. I was replied after my application to come for interview in their office, right on Saturday, the day of my graduation! After had been so confused, I "begged" for arrangement. Thank God I finally made it on Friday. Can't tell more. I'm now waiting for the next announcement, and those who will be chosen are going to a training camp on July. I've done my awkwardly-best, and I did really mean the whole thing inside and out. I will tell much much more when it's fixed, okay?

Here's the actual reason for today's post. I'm a mess nowadays, notes are oftentimes abandoned nowhere. Just want to write it down in case I need an idea to blog about: So, awkward, is when you say you wear a pair of transparent contact lenses and someone who asks is stepping closer, nearly nose to nose, just to see if you really wear them.


"I've told you, these are transparent."